17 days...

So I am slowly bringing this trip to a close. It's crazy to think that I have only 17 days left here in Tranas. The past month and a half has gone by quickly but I am so thankful for everyday I have had here. God has taught me so much about his church: people are taking each other's burdens, love each other unconditionally, and serving one another. It's so beautiful. I have learned what it means to be a woman of the church and where I fit into this glorious work of furthering the Kingdom of God... I always remember that I am an instrument for the Redeemer.

Starting Sunday morning, I will be living with Rebekah for 10 days. I will be her nanny, big sister, mommy, camp counselor and ballet teacher. I will be giving her a dance intensive/camp where we will do other fun things like swimming, walking, going into town, and arts and crafts. I am aware of how much time this will take up and how selfless I will need to become. Time isn't going to me mine; I am sharing all of it. I am taking care of an 11 year-old, not my child, someone else's. I feel honored that the Johnsons trust me to take care of her for 10 days. Its going to long and hard, but amazing at the same time. I do have Laura for 5 days to help me a bit, but Rebekah is my responsibility. I kinda get a taste of what raising a child is like... I just jump in at 11 years old....
Rebekah is a joy, a beautiful and special girl who I hope with be in my life forever.

Pray for us as we begin this journey on Sunday morning. Pray that I will love her unconditionally. Pray that Christ would bind us together in love. Creating a friendship that will last beyond long distance and life circumstances. Pray for me as I get closer to leaving, that I will remain focused on Bekah and not on myself.

All my love.